Obećanje samom sebi //// Promise to myself

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Jedan od onih momenata kada imaš osećaj da ti je u trenutku sve izmaklo kontroli. Neko nije pokazao osnovnu ljudskost prema tebi, i bio je uporan u tome. Ne znaš kako se to desilo. Što je još gore, ne znaš kako si ispao tako slab i kako se nisi dovoljno založio za svoja prava. Jer to baš ne liči na tebe. Momenat slabosti. One velike, koja te je do suza dovela. Pa si valjda tako inferioran i mamio zle ljude da se ižive na tebi.

No, to su sve bespotrebna razlaganja stvari koje nisu zaslužile u toj meri da zaokupe tvoju pažnju. Nauči šta da promeniš sledeći put. Budi pametniji. Pronađi pravi put, koliko god daleko on bio. Dostižan je, samo se više potrudi.

I glavu gore. Dodaj zlici rogove, izduži mu nos, stavi klempave uši. Smej mu se u lice, pre nego da zaplačeš. Nije vredan tvojih suza. Ni ovaj dan ih nije vredan.

Zakorači u taj dan i uzmi samo ono lepo. Prođi pored ružnog. Moraš ga primetiti, ali ne moraš i reagovati. Niti dozvoliti da te dotakne!

A i kad se nešto slično opet desi, ti opet zagnjuri nos u lepe mirise. Zakorači u neki novi izazov. Pokaži gde bi još želeo da ideš. Jer, živimo da bismo učili i napredovali, a učimo dok smo živi!


English version

One of those moments when you have a feeling that you lost control in a second. Somebody didn`t show basic human decency to you, and he was persistant in that. You don`t know how that happened. What is worse, you don`t know how you turned out to be that weak and how you didn`t fight for your rights. because that`s just not you. Moment of weakness. The big one, which brought you to tears. So that inferior you were probably lured evil people to be rude to you.

Anyway, those are just unnecessary analyses of the things that didn`t deserve your attention. Learn what to change next time. Be smarter. Find the right way, no matter how far away it is. It`s reachable, you just have to try a bit more.

And keep your head up. Add a big nose to the evil person in question, or big horns to the head, or button ears. Laugh in his face, rather than crying. He`s not worth your tears. This day isn`t also.

Step into this day and take only what`s beautiful. Pass the ugly. You have to notice it, but you don`t have to react. Neither let it touch you.

And when something similar happens again, you immerse your nose into some nice smells. Step into new challenges. Show yourself where you would want to go. Because, we live to learn and to prosper, and we learn until we live! 

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